My mood has totally changed. I was happy, but now Im a bit on the down side. Listening to slow songs and watching this certain show is making me sentimental. Im all teary eyed n shit. I'll get over it. *shrug*

I was suppose to close tonite, but Tonia switched with me. I was so thankful for that! Instead of working 3-11, I worked 7:30 a.m. to 4pm. I actually had a good day at work. Working with Eric is so much fun. He's got a great sense of humor, always cracking jokes and making me laugh. Being around him gets you in happy mood. It's hard to explain. He just seems like a happy go lucky guy. Everyone adores him at work. You're probably wondering why Im praising this co worker of mine. hah. Well...like I said before I had to close all week long, but he agreed to switch with me on Sunday. Instead of me closing, he will close for me and I'll get his shift which is 10-6. Im soooooooooooo glad! Cant you tell? Nah, but on the serious tip, he's a nice guy all around. Go Eric...You RAWK!! -hehe- Oh yeah, I musn't forget Tonia for switching schedules with me today. Thank you so much girl :) That's why I luv workig with these two people. Anyway...Jackie, one of our assistant managers was giving me looks. She didnt speak to me or Eric like she normally would. I think she's pissed that we signed that petition about her. If you already didnt know.....most of the employees cant stand her because of the attitude she has towards us. Oh well.

D.A. cooked some Mexican dish she learned how to make in her Spanish class. It was pretty good. Well done sis! D.A.'s always cooking...I think she's gonna be the chef in the family. Anyway, Im listening to Mariah Carey's Glitter. I didnt like the cd at first, but now it's growing on me. Im loving the 80s vibe. One of my fave songs off the album is If We with Ja Rule and Nate Dogg. Alright enough of this babbling. Before I go, I must say something. BRIAN ...I know you're injured and all, but how come you havent shown your face in #h-town? Btw, weren't you suppose to help me out on my so called webpage? Im losing interest, but Im determined to get this done. Help a sistah out!

Im off today. Lucky me! I've been sitting around the house, being lazy...doing nothing. Just laying on the futon all day watching scary movies. I feel like a bum *lol* My brother's like "Dont u have a job to go to?" hah. Not today brother dear. Like I said Im not gonna do much. I kinda have a headache. I think it was because I was watching tv nonstop. TRL came on and decided to see who was on the countdown. My beloved Backstreet Boys were #1. Yeah, that's right..they beat ugly ass Nstink. GO BSB!!!
It was also my first time seeing their new video for the song Drowning. Im sure it's been out for awhile now, but for me it was my first time seeing it. I totally love the video. The guys looked good as always and the song...well..it speaks for itself. Lovely as always. Seeing the video made me want to listen to more of BSB...which I did. As Im typing, Im listening to Backstreet Boy's The Hits - Chapter One. Im feeling more relaxed and at ease. Their music does that to me. You're probably thinking how pathetic...but do I care? Hell no. If you dont like em, more power to you. I dont care as long as you dont disrespect them in my presence. If it's one thing I cant stand, is stupid people who disses Backstreet Boys. Anyway...here's the lyrics to Drowning.

Don't pretend you're sorry
I know you're not
You know you got the power
To make me weak inside
Girl you leave me breathless
But it's okay 'cause
You are my survival
Now hear me say
I can't imagine life
Without your love
Even forever don't seem
Like long enough

'Cause everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love

Maybe I'm a drifter
Late at night
'Cause I long for the safety
Of flowing freely
In your arms
I don't need another lover
It's not for me
'Cause only you can save me
Oh can't you see
I can't imagine life
Without your love
And even forever don't seem
Like long enough

'Cause everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love

Go on and pull me under
Cover me with dreams, yeah
Love me mouth to mouth now
You know I can't resist
'Cause you're the air
That I breathe

Everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
And baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning your love

Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning
In your love
I keep drowning
In your love
Baby I can't help it
Can't help it no, no

'Cause everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love

Im so glad mah boys are back on track. KTBPA

Happy Halloween everyone =)

Im not gonna do much tonite. Stay home, watch scary movies, and pass out candies to the kiddies.

Oh yeah, I bought three cd's today. Here they are in no particular order:

* The Hits - Chapter One -=- Backstreet Boys
* Proud To Be American -=- Various Artists
* Invincible -=- Michael Jackson

Havent listened to any of em yet, but I will tomorrow. I'm off to bed. Nighty nite.

Wow...I havent written in a long ass time. Maybe it's because I'm always busy? =p Anywho, my weekend was so friggin awesome!!! Alicia had a slumber party. Amira, Marisol, Vanessa, D.A., and myself were there. Ali's friend Christina was there aswell. She was so nice, not only that but she had a great sense of humor. She had us rolling every minute. We did lots of things, but Im too lazy to type it all down. The highlight of the sleepover was when we went to the "haunted woods". All of us went including Alicia's older brother, Stanley. You shoulda seen us. We were such chickens. We all stood in a straight line, pushing each other because none of us wanted to lead the way. Stanley was in the back laughing at us. Throughout the whole trail, each and every single one of us kept screaming. Even when there was just a clearing, we screamed. It was really funny though. Stanley kept calling us a bunch of punks. Yeah so what. It was pretty scary. He wasnt terrified at all. Half of the time, he led the way. If he didnt, we would have been stuck in one corner, not moving at all. When we came out of the woods, all of the girls were sweating and panting. *lol* We were all like "damn, that was scary". It was my first time going to a place like that. I had a blast :)
Sunday, we went to the movies and watched 13 Ghosts. I think that was the name of the movie. It wasnt all that good, but the so called monsters/ghosts were pretty frightening. I saw Hell/From Hell or whatever the name of that movie was a week ago and it was better than 13 Ghosts. Ok, enough of that. I went to Gap the other day and fell in love with two things...a curdoroy trenchcoat type of thing and this other coat which was khaki. It looked SO purdy. I want it badly, but Im broke. No more moolah :( Dont you just hate that? Man..I hope it'll still be there in two weeks cuz thats when I get paid again. I doubt it =/ Now, Im sad. On the serious tip, I really wish it will still be there. *crosses fingers* Someone pray for me? OMG... I just looked at Gap Online and they have the curdoroy trenchcoat for $39.99. At the mall, it was sixty something. Dude...I gotta have it. Anyone wanna gimme some money? Please? ...with a cherry on top?