Im kinda depressed at the moment. I dont know why. I just do. Im listening to Weezer's Island In The Sun. I like it alot.

I was up at 6 something this morning. I woke up because of the noise my family were making. My mom was on the phone talking loudly at someone from the bus barn. You're probably wondering what the heck is that. Uhm..Im not sure if thats the proper name for it, but it's the place where all the HISD school buses are stationed at in this side of town. So anyways, she's fussing and getting angrier every minute. Im guessing the person on the other line isnt getting what she's saying. The thing is, D.A.'s bus stop has always been on White Heather and Madison High School for the past 2 years now. The bus driver wants to change it to the other side of the street where there's a convenient store called Waddell's. (sp) Simple u say? I think not. There is a 4-way intersection there which gets pretty busy during school days. Not only that, but that friggin store has been robbed so many times. Plus, all kinds of icky ppl hang there. Im sure u have an idea of what I mean by "icky" folks. So u can see why my mother was trippin. I can tell she's getting frustrated, so was I. I rolled out of bed...still half asleep I might add. I motioned for my mom to give me the phone. I got on there and started trippin. hah. Not really. I got on the phone and tried my best to explain to this woman on the other line. She was so friggin dense. A grown woman who cant seem to comprehend. Her explanation for the bus driver was it was "convenient" for her to pick the kids up at Waddell's. I, then told her our concern which is my sister's safety. I proceeded to tell her all the negative things about that side of the street. She cuts me off and tells me that it was probably the correct bus stop. The correct one? I dont think so. Im looking at D.A.'s bus route paper and it specifically says White Heather and Madison High School. It's always been like that even when Nessa went to Lanier.. She wont hear any of it. Stupid woman...UGH! I was like alright, what's your name then? She was quiet for awhile and Im like "hello...and ur name is?" She goes "Michelle". She said it with such attitide. I then said "Thank you Michelle" as nicely as possible. Im sure she was pissed. Oh well, it's not my problem. She shoulda have talked to us in a much nicer manner. Gawd, I cant stand rude people. I should be used to it by now since I encounter this type of crap every day at customer service. Anyway, I went back to sleep around 6:30. The phone rings at 9 something. It's Brian calling from U of H to tell me that my sister, Vanessa is online and she wants me to get on aol im. He interrupted my sleep for that? I havent even been on aol im in months, almost a year for crying aloud! I dont even remember my password. I walk over to the comp. and logged on. Thank goodness my password was saved. Im like "ok brian, tell her Im on" and hung up the phone. Vanessa im's me. Im thinking to myself shouldnt she be in class doing work or something? She's like I have 5 minutes left til the bell rings. Oh ok...free time. Wow. So we talked about the whole bus incident. She made fun of me. Punk =\ Nessa mimicked my infamous line "Our main concern is her safety" haha. Shuddup girl! Anyway, my mom called the ppl from D.A.'s school and told her about the whole bus situation. This person was much more understanding. She understood where we were coming from. About time! In a couple of hours I gotta get dressed so I can go to the movies with Amira and Eriberto. We're supposed to watch Serendipity and Zoolander. Later on tonite, Im going to the movies again with Amira, Marisol, Alicia , Vanessa, and D.A. to watch Training Day. Well, Im off to eat..Im so hungry. Ciao

My feet hurts. They need a massage or something. I get so tired from standing up all day. I hate my job. Havent I mentioned this before? I probably have on numerous occasions. *shrugs* Im kinda mad because Im scheduled to work 4-11 Saturday. It's bad enough that I work 4-11 Monday through Thursday, why make me close on Saturday aswell? They can at least schedule me to open during the weekends or do some midday shifts. That wouldnt be so bad. In fact, it would be the only fair thing to do, but will they give it to me? I highly doubt that. Well, they gave me Friday off, but thats not good enough. Here's my schedule for the rest of the week:

Friday Off
Saturday 4-11
Sunday 10-7
Monday Off
Tuesday 4-11
Wednesday 4-11

I was supposed to get a raise way back in July. I havent seen it yet. What month are we in now? October,if Im not mistaken. They owe me big time. Anyways, Im doing laundry. Pretty late huh? Oh well. Im determined to get it done.

Dont u just hate it when someone likes you and you dont feel the same way they do? Why cant I find someone I like? Sometimes I hate the whole "getting to know each other" process. I just wish I could find someone on the same page with me. Someone with a sense of humor and isnt afraid to be themselves around me. I despise fake people. I want someone that I can just be cool with and not worry about all that he/she say crap. I want a man who will respect and accept me the way I am. I want a guy who will totally adore me and treat me the way a lady should be treated. I want someone who's not into that "wham bam thank you maam" stuff. I dont like guys who's only after one thing. I also cant stand players and cheaters. Where can I find a guy like that? Am I living in a fantasy world? Does he even exist?

Work was ok today. I worked with Eric again so it was all good. My fave manager (Bill) closed tonite and we got out on time. Yay. I saw a family friend of ours whom I havent seen in ages. He's gay or bisexual now. Im not certain though..it's one of the two. He grew his hair, plucked his brows, wears lipstick, and eyeshadow...yet he's still dressed like a dude. So, I really dont know what to think of him. It's kinda shocking I guess. We talked for a little bit, exchanged numbers so we could catch up. Before he left, he asked about my love life. Like I have one? So then he goes, why dont try the other side. YEAH RIGHT!! How about when pigs fly? Ew...I cant believe he even suggested that. Man, I knew him since we were in elementary school and I never thought he would turn out like this. Anyways, it was nice seeing him again. I get on irc and Brian tells me that my sister, Aubrey is online. Im like where? He's probably talking to her on aol instand messenger. Since when did she get access to the net? Probably using one of her dorm mate's comp. We're trying to get her to join us on irc. For some reason, she's having a hard time connecting. Connect dammit! I wanna talk to my sister =\ I really miss her.

I swear Blogger is trippin. This is annoying.

Work totally sucked. Lazy ass Jackie closed today...the manager everyone hates. She was her usual self, bitching and whining about every damn thing. She is SO annoying. She comes up to me and was like "Ya know Sharon, you need to keep your workers in place. You are the supervisor after all." She's the manager, why cant she tell them what to do? Why does it have to be me every single time? UGH. I detest this job. Im talking to Mostafa and Ali. Im kinda mad at Mostafa. I tried being a friend, telling him how I feel about a certain situation he's in. You know..love problems. heh. I know all too well. He apologized for being a jerk so I guess thats ok *shrugs* On a lighter note.. my old friends are back online. I havent seen Yonv and Ryan in ages. Im glad that they're back. Alicia was so friggin excited. You shoulda seen how she acted *lol* Just look at this convo.

[11:47:43pm] @Alicia--: everyone else in this bitch is pretentious
[11:47:49pm] @NoS: haha
[11:47:52pm] @Alicia--: you my muthafucking DAWG
[11:47:54pm] @Alicia--: woowooo
[11:47:58pm] @NoS: WOOP WOOP
[11:47:58pm] @NoS: haha
[11:48:03pm] @Alicia--: =-}
* @Alicia-- hugs yonv and feels on his leg
[11:48:16pm] @Alicia--: you sweet sexy thing you
[11:48:22pm] @NoS: haha thats me

Yesterday we were suppose to take some pics, but that didnt happen. Maybe next time huh? We took Nessa to her makeup appointment at Saks. Actually...Alicia and Marisol took her. Amira, D.A., and I were still at home getting ready. We finally met them at Dillard's. From there, we went to Sharpstown Mall....the most ghetto mall I know. I havent even been there in years. We were gonna take our pics there, but we ended up changing our minds. You shoulda seen us. We looked so uncomfortable there. We then went out to eat. Our waiter was so funny, he kept messing with Alicia. We went home afterwards to watch some movies. Amira and Marisol ended up spending the night. We had so much fun. We stayed up talking and acting crazy. Y'all know how it gets when girls get together. Marisol fell asleep first and everyone kept messing with her. I dozed off next. I couldnt really sleep cuz D.A. took most of the space on the futon. I was so uncomfortable! I slept on my left side for most of the night..bad idea. I woke up in the middle of the night with the most excruciating pain on my left shoulder and neck. It hurted so bad that I couldnt sleep. I transferred myself to my room to sleep on my own bed. Why did I even bother? Like it was gonna make a difference. It still hurted. So here I am tossing and turning trying to find ways to sleep comfortably while Amira, Marisol, and D.A. talked loudly in the den. I could hear them in my room. I think I heard them go in the kitchen and eat something. I wanted to get up, but didnt have the energy to do so. Around 9 am I woke up. Marisol woke up too and came in my room to talk. We decided to wake the rest of the bums. Amira, D.A., Marisol, and I jumped on Vanessa's bed to wake her up. She was all like "Ahhhhhhhh". We cleaned up and made the house look decent. About time! My mom cooked this Filipino dish called Adobo so I called Ali to come over. She likes that food. Alicia arrived, we ate, and just chilled. My brother comes over and he's all like "Why dont yall go outside or something". We decided to rent a movie, but we werent really dressed. We still had our pj's and home clothes on. Why did we leave the house looking like bums? -rofl- OMG you should have seen the way we looked. We were so TACKY! -lol- I had on some sweat pants and t-shirt with flip flops and this bucket shaped hat. Amira kept the bottom of her animal print pj's on and decided to take the matching top off and replace it with D.A.'s blue shirt with the Peanut characters on the front. She had black socks on and paired it with this clear slides. She had me rolling. I could not stop laughing. I was like oh no she didnt!
D.A. wore her holey khahi shorts with a red shirt and the top to Amira's animal print pj's. Nessa wore her flower print pj bottoms with a white t-shirt and Marisol's blue jean jacket. Marisol had on checkered pj's and a t-shrit. Alicia wore this gray sweat pants that made her look like she was flodding, a blue top with some sandals. We looked tore up! Not only that...but we decided to ride in one vehicle. This is how we were situated. Ali in the driver's seat, D.A. on the passenger's side next to her. In the back was Nessa, Marisol, me, and Amira. We were so SQUISHED! We had the windows down and played loud music. You shoulda seen how we looked in the car. People kept looking at us. I bet they were like "daaaaaaaamn, who let them out the house looking like that". We went to Sam's and Hollywood video with those clothes on. We were so embarassed but we didnt care. I kept my hat low so no one would recognize me. -haha- At Sam's, we followed Alicia and kept saying "Momma..buy me this...buy me that". Why did this woman ask her if we were all her kids? -LMAO- It was so friggin hilarious. We finally went home. Amira and Marisol decided to cook this Mexican dish. I forgot what it was called, but it was really good. We all helped make it. I learned how to make fresh salsa. Yay! Finally, the food was cooked. We all sat down, ate, and talked about our parents and how they SO dont understand us. Around 10, everyone went home. booo My sisters and I wanted them to stay longer :(

I really dont want to go to work tomorrow. Marisol and I kept complaining how we both hate our jobs. Anyway, here's my stupid schedule so far. I hate it.
Monday 4-11
Tuesday 4-11
Wednesday 4-11
Thats all I know for now. We're suppose to have the new schedules up by Wednesday.