Im in such a sour mood right now. You should see my face. If looks could kill... Robert and I got into an argument awhile ago. Go figure. UGH! Im so mad right now I cant even gather my thoughts. Besides, I'd rather not go into details with what happened cuz I know for a fact a certain someone will get upset.

I got most of the layout done with the help of Brian. Thanx man, You rAwk! hmm...this is alot harder than I thought. I hafta work on some more stuph in order for me to finish this crap =\ Im not sure when I'll have more time to finish it though. You know me...busy, busy, busy. Oh btw, Brian wanted me to tell you ppl out there that he is threatening my sisters with a water gun. Uhh...dont ask why I even wrote that. I guess he thought it was funny. He is so corny. Anyway, Im TIRED of looking at the screen. It's been a long day.

Argh! *screams loudly* I missed Robert a couple of minutes ago. I was away at the time he came on :( Man, I hate when that happens! So anyway, I happen to pass by the computer on my way to the kitchen and decided to take a peek. I looked and there was a msg from him. I tried to msg him back, but he was already gone =( *cries out in frustration*

Why do I always get up early esp. when I go to bed all late n stuph? I hate that. I dont get enough sleep which is bad. I tend to get cranky when I dont. Whats really going on with my body? Work with me, dammit! Everyone's still asleep and Im the only one that's up. It's so dark in the house cuz of the weather. It's still raining... everything looks dreary and gloomy. Ali just got on irc. This girl got problems *lol* Look for yourself:

[11:06:32am] @Alicia-: 526
[11:06:32am] @Alicia-: 5
[11:06:40am] @rhapsodized: hey gurl
[11:06:47am] @rhapsodized: i didnt even see u
[11:06:52am] @rhapsodized: i was looking at something
[11:06:53am] @rhapsodized: whats up
[11:07:03am] @Alicia-: 25
[11:07:04am] @Alicia-: 5
[11:07:04am] @Alicia-: +654+
[11:07:14am] @rhapsodized: oh gawd
[11:07:16am] @rhapsodized: if u dont stop
[11:07:23am] @rhapsodized: with them damn numbers
[11:07:36am] @Alicia-: i'm trying to do sonmething to my script
[11:07:48am] @rhapsodized: oh ok
[11:08:03am] @Alicia-: .001241
[11:08:05am] @Alicia-: 34746
[11:08:46am] @Alicia-: yeah
[11:08:48am] @Alicia-: i was trying to see
[11:08:54am] @Alicia-: theme
[11:08:56am] @Alicia-: i liked bet
[11:08:59am] @Alicia-: best for it
[11:09:05am] @rhapsodized: ok
[11:09:55am] @Alicia-: i might like this one
[11:09:57am] @Alicia-: but i odn't know
[11:09:58am] @Alicia-: right now
[11:10:06am] @Alicia-: cuz it be tripping sometimes
[11:10:09am] @Alicia-: so hummm....
[11:10:14am] @Alicia-: say something
[11:10:31am] @Alicia-: lets get it crunked up on it
[11:10:33am] @Alicia-: in this dance arena
[11:10:40am] @rhapsodized: LOL
[11:10:51am] @Alicia-: i heard snippets from mjb's new album
[11:10:53am] @rhapsodized: get it crunked? haha i havent heard that word in a long time
[11:10:54am] @Alicia-: i wanna get it
[11:10:54am] @Alicia-: i wanna get it
[11:11:11am] @Alicia-: yes you have
[11:11:18am] @rhapsodized: mjb?
[11:11:22am] @rhapsodized: mary j
[11:11:23am] @Alicia-: mary j blige
[11:11:24am] @rhapsodized: my bad
[11:11:25am] @rhapsodized: im slwo
[11:11:26am] @rhapsodized: er
[11:11:27am] @rhapsodized: slow
[11:11:33am] @Alicia-: lol@slower
[11:11:34am] @Alicia-: lol
[11:11:58am] @rhapsodized: shuddup =|

Man... I cant help being slow. Im not fully awake yet. So, DONT laff at my slow ass -hehe-

Im going to bed. I cant wait anymore, besides Im sleepy. Off to LaLa Land I go. Nite all.

It's 12:36 am and I havent seen or heard from Robert. What's really going on? I really dont like it when he doesnt leave a msg letting me know his whereabouts. I get so worried at times.

Rain rain, go away. Come again another day. The rain just keeps coming and coming and coming... When will it ever end? Some neighborhoods are already underwater because of the overflow of the bayou's. Dang... The weatherman advises us viewers to stay at home. Fat chance. I gotta go to work. Work should be fun or slow b/c of the weather. Hopefully, there wont be alot of customers due to the rain. Then again, you got those annoying ones who still comes no matter what the weather is. Damn them. This should be my last post for the day cuz I hafta get ready for work. I bet you're like THANK GAWD hehe This is the most I've written on here. Cya later Alligator =)

Im watching the news and it says we're having severe weather. No shit sherlock. As if we didnt already know that. Whoa... parts of Houston is already flooded. I hope *crosses fingers* we dont get flooded. It's not that bad around my area. Thank God. The last time we had this bad weather, we almost go flooded, but we didnt. I was so grateful. It's suppose to continue raining, 100% chance. Geez.

Im starting to miss my baby again *sigh* I know, I know. You are tired of hearing this crap. You're probably like "how pathetic" heh. I CANT help it! I mean, if you were in love...you'd feel this way too. Yes, I admit it. I love Robert and I AM in love with him. U think Im crazy, dont cha? Nah. Im not. Believe me. Well..sometimes. *lol* OoOo M&M's...I just found a bag. Omg, my favorite...Almond M&M's. Mmmm...YuMmY! This should fill in that missing void. LOL sorry baby, the M&M's has taken your place. Just Kidding, I swear! :P

Oh btw, if you're reading this Robert. You need to delete all of your memos. I cant send you anymore messages cuz ur memo's full. So clean that sucka out! *blows you kisses* Te Amo, mi amor :)

Ugh..this is FRUSTRATING. Some of the stuph on here doesnt even work. This really sucks =| hmm.. at least this music is keeping me sane. Krystal's cd rawks my sawks -hehe- Im listening to this song:

" Love is such a sweet emotion I want to share it all with you, your trust, and this devotion. There aint nothing in this world we cant do tonight. I want to thank, thank you baby, and you make my life complete. Soul to soul, fire to fire, nothings like this hearts desire. Love is a beautiful thing. One to one, you and me. Maybe it's our destiny cause love is a beautiful thing. It's so beautiful, beautiful..."
-=- Love Is A Beautiful Thing -=- by Krystal Harris

I decided to change the layout cuz this other chick got the same exact one. Grrr. Dont u just hate that? Im sure this is also similar to someone else's but at least I dont know anyone with the same thing. This will have to do til I get my real layout which I'll be working on this weekend. Im kinda excited about it. At this moment, I am, but who knows how I'll feel that actual day. Im suppose to call my sweetie, but Im really not in a talking mood. Anyways, he said it's up to me whether I feel like calling in the morning or not. Right now, I dont. No offense hon. I love you and all, but I just want some [me] time, u know being by myself and all that good stuph. It's still raining. I sometimes like rainy days. I get this feeling inside that I cant really describe. It's a good feeling though. During rainy days, I usually wrap myself with my comforter and curl up with a good book or just lay in bed listening to good music. It puts me at ease.

Right now Im jammin to some old skool Joe. I love his first album "All That I Am". Im listening to that now and it's taking me down memory lane, remembering them good ol days.

Im on irc right now, talking to Robert, Mostafa, and Alicia. Oh man, Ali got me cracking up. Look at this:
* @moose` blows a kiss your way "muah"
@Alicia- : omg
@Alicia- : sharon
@Alicia- : tell him
@rhapsodized: what
@rhapsodized : ?
@Alicia- : i'm sorry
@moose`: sorry?
@moose`: i'm confused
@Alicia- : leave me alone
@rhapsodized : LOL
@moose`: are you breaking up with me?
@Alicia- : it was cute
@moose : huh?
@rhapsodized: u ppl got issues
@Alicia-: no leave me alone
@Alicia-: now
@moose`: so were still together though?
@Alicia-: yes
@Alicia-: forever
@Alicia-: baby
* @Alicia- kisses moose`
@moose`: :>
@Alicia-: i love you
@moose`: hehe
@moose`: ooOoOoOOoO
@rhapsodized: LOL
@Alicia-: i want you to be the father of my children
@Alicia-: we can make beautiful babies
@rhapsodized: oh lawd
@moose`: fuck that
@Alicia-: lemme send my pic
@Alicia-: so you can see
moose` Kicked moose`- yeah right
@Alicia-: YEAY!!!!!!
@rhapsodized: LMAO
@Alicia-: thats that reverse psych
@Alicia-: well not really
@rhapsodized: haha
@rhapsodized: but it worked?
@Alicia- :cuz men just automatically run from commitment

Alicia is SO right! haha

I had the most AMAZING time at the Backstreet Boys concert. The whole show was spectacular! It was even better than the first concert I went to. The opening acts were great aswell. They had Krystal and Sisqo to start us off. Man, I have never seen so many adults at a bsb concert before. They were even more excited than the kids -lol- Can u believe that? Just try imagining a grown person, about in their 30s or 40s decked out in bsb gear. It's hilarious! Before the concert started, Reci bought some bsb buttons and a bsb head scarf. It was the coolest -hehe- Krystal Harris went on stage first. That girl can sing. She sounds really good live. Next, came Sisqo. Of course, the crowd went nuts. He sang a couple of songs and as always danced his ass off. He is such a great performer. Finally, bsb came. The people got louder and kept screaming "B-S-B". The guys looked SO friggin good. I was in awe. For two whole hours, the guys performed most of the songs off the black and blue album aswell as their hits from the old albums. It was awesome. Reci, Nessa, Lauren, D.A., and I kept screaming, even my mom. When "Get Another Boyfriend" came on, I went crazy. That is one of my favorite songs off the album. I stood up and danced throughout the whole song. I was jammin! LOL
Reci and I sang all the songs at the top of our lungs. We kept nudging and high fiving each other throughout each performance. It was that exciting! We especially loved the part AJ kept saying "Good Gawd" I absolutely LOVED the lil dance they had going on with the song. It was pure bliss. I will NEVER forget this moment. The BEST, I mean the ABSOLUTE best concert I have ever been to. Bsb totally rocked the house! Well kiddos...Im off to bed. I hafta work at 10 in the morning. Gnite :)

I havent talked to Robert in 2 whole days. Yeah I know what your thinking...it's not that serious. True enough, but still... *sigh* I cant help missing my baby. I dont know, it just feels like when I dont get to hear from him a lot, my day's just not complete. But hey, Im gonna be ok, surprisingly. Today has really been a dreary day. It's been raining all day long, same thing with yesterday and the day before that. What's up with the rain? Anyway, me and Reci are just getting ready for the bsb concert. Ooooh, Nelly Furtado's video is on. I like this song. It's called "Turn Off The Lights". The video is awesome. Well, my sisters are home. Gotta get ready. Cya after the concert. t00dleZ

Im listening to a couple of songs by Craig David. Im gonna hafta get the whole cd. All of his songs so far are good. Im off from work today, thank gawd. I should be able to lounge around the house doing nothing. Thats always fun *hehe* Oh yeah, today's the big day. Im going to the bsb concert. WoOo hOoO!!!! I can hardly wait. Aubrey was suppose to go with us, but she decided not to since she has an early class Thursday. I cant believe she chose not to go. She was SO excited about this, but stupid classes got in the way. School will do that to u. Damn them schools! *lol* We were gonna pick her up from her college which is about 2/3 hours away from us and then drive her back there after the concert, but she didnt wanna jeopardize her classes since it was her first class the following day. Bummer :( For now, these are the ppl going to the concert:

1. Sharon (me)
2. Reci (my friend)
3. Vanessa (my sister)
4. D.A. (my sister)
5. Lauren (one of nessa's friends)
6. mommy

Hopefully, we get it all sorted out. There might be some changes though. Who knows. Anyways, Reci and I are just here chilling having the house to ourselves. My mom's at the hospital for her daily checkups. She should be home pretty soon. She just called a few minutes ago. She's in a good mood considering what happened yesterday. She was pissed at me for not going to a job interview with Southwest Airlines which I totally forgot. It was at 8 in the morning for christsakes. I dont think I was gonna get up that early anyway. So she ignored me the whole day yesterday. She wouldnt talk or speak to me. I hate when she does that. She makes me feel like I dont exist.

Hearing about Aaliyah's death makes me wonder about life and how it can end so abruptly. True enough, people die everyday, but it makes you think about your own life and how it can go away just like that. You dont know when or where it'll hit you. Life is precious, we must all cherish it. I still cant believe that Aaliyah is dead. It seem so unreal. Just the other day, I saw her video on tv and now she's gone. I was absolutely devastated when I first heard the news. Usually, Im not the type to make such a big deal over a music star's death, but for some reason her death got to me. I dont know her on the personal level, yet this news troubled me. As a fan of hers, it's heartbreaking to know that someone you really like can die so tragically, at a young age at that. She had so much going for herself. Aaliyah was already well known in the music biz, but she was just starting her acting career and now that's over. It really saddens me that I wont be seeing her again. She was such a great artist aswell as a nice all around person. Aaliyah was down to earth. She wasnt stuck up nor was she bitchy. She didnt let stardom get to her head unlike most famous people. She stayed true to herself and thats what made me respect her more. I will truly miss this incredible and gifted woman. My prayers goes out to her family and friends. Aaliyah Haughton will not be forgotten.